Total Understanding

As I sit here thinking something just clicked in and hit me so hard it made me feel every single emotion know to man. Something I have always heard everyone say and I myself have said a million times before, "Nothing lasts forever"!!!! Before you think this is a negative post HOLD ON, it really is not!!!!! Upon reliving wonderful memories from oldests daughter's prom, which was brought on by my middle daughter's prom from the night before I realized how fast the years have gone, what is known to everyone just slammed into me with such force I cannot explain. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER...........BUT this also includes the hardest, darkest more troubling times in each of our lives!!!!! Reliving the just a few of the greatest memories I realized that the years have gone by so fast!!! AND together, as a family, united with such a pure love for each other we have gone through some of the most difficult times in our lives.....AND WE MADE IT!!!!! Those times in the past when I did not know how or if I could get through something, together WE did it and here we are today, we survived!!!!!!!!!! We over came and beat the darkest hardest days of our past!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! From the bottom of my heart my wish is for everyone to not only cherish all of the good times in their lives because they will go by so fast, but also realize that during those hardest times in your life when you feel like you are beat and cannot do it, those days too will pass.........................

Sitting here in awe from this I remembered a dream I had and then that all of a sudden made perfect sense!!!!! Recently I have been working on the next chapter in my life, trying to better not only myself but my family. I have been doing a lot of soul searching, finding myself again, trying to become a better person all around. During this phase I have been reaching all over, feeling around in lots of different areas and learning so much. A tiny part of this journey has lead me to explore my beliefs and understandings of life. I was feeling totally lost because of ALL of this, everything. I NOW know I am really on the correct path, I am just where I am suppose to be .

I don't usually remember my dreams but I started to and some I just I could not get off of my mind, they were in the back of my head tapping me. One of them opened my eyes to my current path, but was not feeling right, then one day WHAM. A different dream I had was weird, I was driving with the kids and a tornado hit us while we were in the car! (this really was a dream I had). I was terrorized, panicking!!!! Then my middle daughter said to pop the hood and trunk of the car so the tornado would lift us and we could fly "with it" instead of it throwing us all around and ultimately killing us. Again I panicked, I had no clue how to pop them open!!!! Then my youngest daughter spoke up and said "I know how!!!" then she showed me, there we were going up with the tornado, stabilizing, going with the flow of it UNTIL again I started to panic!!! I started to lose control, I did not know how to steer the car!!! Just then my oldest daughter starts to guide me tell me where to aim, how to navigate!!! Then we came to a landing, we survived!!! We went through something that should have killed us, would have killed anyone else, yet we did it. Working together we were able to make it through. As we got out of the car a sudden need came over us to run and help other people, show them how to survive what we just went through and I woke up as we were helping so many other people. It just hit me what that dream meant, and the above post is what that realization is....Together, united we can do anything. I am the most luckiest person in the world because I have such a wonderful family. PERFECT WE ARE NOT, BUT TOGETHER WE ARE PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW........